I was angry when I first saw that tweet. I know how it could turn out. When things go wrong, everyone blames others. I guess it’s a natural reflex to defend ourselves. But really, we shouldn’t just think of how others were wrong but if did we do anything wrong in the first place as well. Otherwise it’ll just be a pot calling the kettle black situation.
Im the kind who usually attends events when invited. Very rarely will I initiate any outings whatsoever. But at least I tried. It always takes two hands to clap anyway so even if one party doesn’t want to go, how can the outing still go on?
And problems always have a root cause, don’t they? There always has to be a reason at the very least. I never really quite believed them but I just took it as it was. Choices anyway, could have been made out of a moment of rashness and are often for self-interest anyway. I guess things just roughened up since then, but one thing has changed anyway. I believed you then, but no longer now. Giving up came to easily, didnt it?
Thanks for making the process of letting you go so much easier now. Thanks for letting me know the real reason why. I will change and learn from these mistakes. But it’s too late to change for you, I’ll have to change for someone else. Or maybe I’ll be accepted just the way I am.
I guess it’s all over now, isnt it?
My life still feels like some dream that I cant wake up from no matter how much I want to.
If you could let go I guess I can too. Just a matter of time, I’ll get through this. I will.
I guess day one is always the hardest, having to stop my fingers from texting, that usual familiar routine I got overly accustomed to. And having to stop all those flashbacks. Good memories, they were, but not too good to recall now.
Soon this ache will stop.
Really grateful to have so many people there for me when im going through this super hard time, I’ll be fine soon, I promise. I can stay strong.
For now putting up a cheerful front can be tiring but it’ll get easier soon I hope.
I dont wanna ever forget you, and all those memories we’ve had, but I just hope one day soon I can smile back and say at least im happy now.
Here’s a little bird that cares about your well-being (but is too shy to tell you in person)~ ^u^
(via singasimplemelody)
Yes! Don’t underestimate the little things. When it’s too late, you’ll realize they’re the BIG things.
